I am so in Love I Could Cry

by cunningstuff

I am complicated and I know it, clap my hands.

I listened in
Yes I’m guilty of this
You should know this
I broke down and wrote you back
Before you had a chance to
Forget forgotten
I am moving past this giving notice
I have to go
Yes I know the feeling,
Know you’re leaving
Calm down, I’m calling you to say
I’m capsized, staring on the edge of safe
Calm down, I’m calling back to say
I’m home now
I’m coming around, coming around
Nobody likes to but I really like to cry
Nobody likes me
Maybe if I cry
Spelled out your name and lists the reasons
Pain of heart
Don’t call me back
I imagine you when I was distant
Non-insistent
I follow suit and laid out on my back Imagine that
A million hours left to think of you
And think of that
Calm down, I’m calling you to say
I’m capsized, staring on the edge of safe
Calm down, I’m calling back to say
I’m home now
And coming around, coming around
Nobody likes to but I really like to cry
Nobody likes me
Maybe if I cry
Encircle me, I need to be, taken down
Encircle me, I need to be, taken down
Encircle me, I need to be, taken down
Encircle me, I need to be, taken down
Nobody likes to
But I really like to cry
Nobody likes me
Maybe if I cry
Nobody [x9]
Encircle me, I need to be, taken down
Encircle me, I need to be, taken down
Encircle me, I need to be, taken down
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I am so in love with me beautiful queen, today is just a song to celebrate our love. I sometimes love her so much I cry. I write things that she has inspired that are so beautiful that I cry. We both have been alone so very long, and we are both the type of people who wear their hearts on their sleeve, we need love in a way that makes it hard to survive without it. Hard and bitter, that would have been me before we met, before she became my lover and my best friend.
Now I am going soft around the edges, and the world has a rose colored tint to it. I am seeing beauty in ways I had forgotten, I like the bird song in the wood, the flowers, little and big, I love the flowers again. I stopped my bike ride to walk up to a yard that had beautiful roses in it to take a deep indulgent sniff. I no longer even want to drink, smoke a joint, or even puff a ciggie. I am becoming a healthier happier man than I ever thought I would be, and it is all due to her, to my love.
Our future is a future to be envied. We will be happy, even if we lost everything, because we are smart enough to do it all on our own all over again, and we are no longer alone in the dark, but in love in the full sunlight.
Be true to your true self my dear readers, be always true to yourself. It will be worth it in the end, either by being an inspiration, or by being rewarded with the love of one who loves you for who you truly are, it will always be worth it to be yourself.
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